Sunday, January 6, 2013

201


It was a little, redbrick apartment building just a few blocks west of campus. The apartments were small and run down from years of abuse, but to us it was an exciting new phase in our lives. We were in grad school and couldn't be more enthusiastic about our new home in apartment 201. That feeling of enthusiasm began to fade after only a few nights; a few restless nights.

 Every apartment in the building faced north; there were two levels, and eight apartments total. We had just moved into apartment number 201, which sat directly above apartment number 101. Parking was in the back and there was a small lawn in the front. Only one set of stairs, which sat directly in the center of the building, allowed access to the second floor. All of the first floor apartments were actually below ground level, or subterranean, so the stairs to the first floor descended to a lower level.

Strange things began to happen as soon as we had moved into our new home. Feelings of a presence, that was previously unknown to me or my wife, began to enter our home. We were both reluctant to talk about it at first, and I was unaware that she was experience the same things that I was. I assured myself that it was just an extension of my sleep walking, that I had suffered with nearly my whole life.

Besides, it was a difficult thing to bring up. I mean, how do you broach the subject of actually living in a house haunted by the spirits of lost souls? “Say, sweetheart, you didn’t happen to feel a presence standing over our bed last night, sometime between 2:00 and 3:00, did you?”  Maybe this would be a more tactful method, “Say, honey, is it just me or did it sound like there were a couple of ghouls in the kitchen last night?” I was convinced it was just in my mind, and I didn’t want to cause my wife any undo paranoia. Who would?

I suppose that our discussion about the state of our home was inevitable. If our apartment was truly harboring an invisible presence an encounter with that presence, shared by both of us, was bound to happen. On an unusually cold August night it did.

The season did not call for cold weather, in fact, it had been brutally hot for the past two months, but that night a cold front swept into town. We were more than a little unprepared for such a quick drop in the temperature that evening. The apartment’s only source of heat was an old, gas furnace that had yet to be turned on for the year. We had no other means of heating the entire apartment, so we added a few extra blankets to our bed and hoped that our body heat could keep us warm through the night.

The air in the bedroom became unbearably cold. I pulled the covers over my head as I slipped into a restless sleep. I’m not sure what woke me, but I know what kept me awake; a sound. The apartment was old, and the floors creaked from the slightest movement. I had grown accustomed to hearing the floors and the walls moan and creak throughout the night, but this was different. This sound was the creak of footsteps moving across the hallway floor.

Had I been sleepwalking I would have immediately sat up to see who was in my room. I may have even thrown my pillow, as I’d been known to do. This was a different experience all together. I knew I was awake, and I knew I had heard something that was real. I also knew that I didn’t want to sit up and see who was in my apartment. Immediately I reverted back to an adolescent state where I hoped to stay safe as long as I didn't expose any of my extremities out of the blankets. Something more than fear overwhelmed me. It was as though something in my room was forcing a dread upon me.

I decided that the only way to make this feeling stop was to sit up and see that nothing was actually there. At the very moment I concluded to take this course of action, I felt an immense pressure on my chest and arms. Something was holding me in place, prohibiting me from sitting up. I pushed back as best I could, but my strength was gone. The only plausible action that came to mind was to cry out. I took a deep breath and shouted my wife’s name as loud as I was enabled to.

The moment passed, and it seemed as though whatever force had been present was gone. I sat up quickly out of bed and through back the covers; my wife did the same. I quickly ran and turned on the lights to ensure nothing was there. My body was dripping with sweat from my forehead to the base of my feet. I sat back down on the bed, trying to collect my breath. I still wasn't sure what to say to my wife, because I didn't know if she had experienced it as well. I turned and looked into her worried eyes. “I felt it too”, was all she said.

The days that followed that event were marred with fear and uncertainty. Although we had not invited it we were playing host to a presence that was both unseen and unwelcome. Our situation had now become something that was well discussed between the two of us while at the same time not shared with any outside parties. We knew we were being haunted, but we were unsure of the social ramifications of making such a bold claim. One person we felt we could trust to keep our situation close to the chest was the priest who performed our exorcism.

We were assured that no further encounters would take place, which we were pleased to hear, especially considering the low rent we were paying on the apartment. Initially our problem seemed to have been rectified. No more creaking floors, no more ominous feelings of impending doom; at least for a short while.

One evening, before I had returned home from school, my wife was home alone. She had developed the habit of leaving every light in the house on, especially when she was alone; and of leaving the television on to provide background noise in the apartment. While working in the kitchen she heard the sound of the television stop. For a few minutes she didn't think anything of it, but when the sound didn't resume she went to investigate. She found the television muted, not turned off, but muted. After turning the volume back on, she returned to the kitchen to find every cabinet and drawer hanging wide open.  It was apparent then that the exorcism had not been entirely effective.

Logically, the next step was to try the professional expertise of someone who communicated with those of another realm as a means of providing for themselves financially. Our medium’s name was Colon. The availability of psychics and mediums was much more abundant than I would have previously imagined. Fortunately for us the laws of supply and demand dictated that Colon was surprisingly affordable. Nevertheless, Colon appeared to me to be a true professional; he even had his own website.

Colon entered our apartment cautiously. He had informed us that he would enter slowly so as not to offend the spirits that had claimed our apartment as their own. I was a little surprised as to how slowly he entered and subsequently walked through the apartment. He stopped in the entrance to the hallway. He closed his eyes and mumbled to himself for a long while. Finally, Colon turned to us with an expression of concern and said, “The spirits in this home are receiving mixed messages”.

To be continued….

Saturday, December 29, 2012

Anthem, AZ

The cry of a dying rabbit echoed through the small valley. The highway to Northern Arizona ran behind us, just to the west, and a small neighborhood was nestled into the hills to the south. We fixed our eyes to the East, hoping to see something that would find the repulsive sound of a dying rabbit not so repulsing.

It was not quite freezing, but it was still cold. To think I had almost worn shorts; luckily I opted for the long johns and a pear of old jeans. Still, the cold was numbing on both sets of cheeks. I sat Indian style behind a dry, dead mesquite bush; trying my best to stay both concealed and comfortable. But with each passing minute my legs became more stiff and more painful. I squinted into the bright, yellow sun to see if I could discover anything moving in our direction. Nothing.

My eyes quickly wandered to the hot air balloons rising as silhouettes against the morning sunrise, and to the long plume of white smoke that stretched across the sky. Passenger jet. I couldn't help but explain to myself the science behind the cloudy trail a jet leaves in the sky. Like I really have a clue. Its hard not to let my mind wander. I'm supposed to be fully engaged in this Saturday morning activity. I've got my Montgomery Ward 12 gauge, with three rounds of buck shot in the chamber, set across my legs. I'm hunting. Coyotes.

Kenny was the one blowing the rabbit call. I thought to myself, "I've never heard this sound before, how do we know any coyotes have?", but I've been told the coyotes hear it and come running. This was the second spot we had tried. The first spot I also saw nothing. Kenny claimed he saw two small, cat-like animals stocking towards us. When he got one in his scope it dropped behind some mesquite and didn't show its face again. "Probably a mountain lion", he says. I don't believe him.

There are plenty of names for mountain lions. Such as puma and cougar. We'll just say mountain lion, so as not to offend any middle aged, single women. Now, mountain lions do live in the desert. In fact they are quite common. I just can't bring myself to believe that Kenny saw one. He's a nice enough guy. I had just met him. He came across as the kind of guy who really knew his way around a dying rabbit call. On the way to our hunting spot we stopped at a gas station. I chose not to make any purchases, so Kenny bought me a sandwich and said, "You'll need that later".

Thanks, Kenny. I wasn't really all that grateful, more annoyed than anything. Him buying that sandwich for me without me asking made me feel like a little kid, and I'm not a kid. I'm 27. Sheesh.

As I stared towards the East, the rising sun made it increasingly difficult to see anything that may be responding to the rabbit call. I pulled my hoodie down a little to block the sun; thinking to myself, "I should have brought my baseball cap. The black one. I like the black one." There was still no movement, except a desert bird that perched itself on top of a bush. It began to call back to the dying rabbit, as if it was saying, "Knock it off! You know who will hear..."

My mind began to wander again. I began to think about things like, how did chihuahuas possibly survive in the desert pre-domestication? And, about my fear of hot air balloons. Kenny layed into the rabbit call one last time, and then I saw Junior stand up to my left. Apparently, he too had given up on the idea of actually shooting a coyote this morning. That's when it struck me, coyotes must know the sound of a dying rabbit, because they had heard the sound before. Maybe when they were killing one.

We hiked the area for the next hour or so. We gave up on the coyotes and switched to some smaller bird shot in our shotguns. Maybe we could at least blast some rabbits. Nothing. It got hot, and I got hot. Why does it always seem like everyone else is not done having fun, and you just have to wait out your misery? Back at the truck I ate Kenny's sandwich. It was pretty good.

Behind the local Walmart we found some more state land and started chasing doves up and down a wash. Finally we got to shoot something.  We began to pile up the doves and I imagined a feast of dove breast roasted in butter and garlic. Before we drove off Kenny threw the doves under some bushes and jumped in the truck. Well, at least we got to kill something.